Saturday, November 22, 2003

hmmm, i guess its a rock off my heart, my wish came true. she've got someone already, seeing so, i don know why, but i just felt relieved~ hmmm, i think its the best bdae present she can give me this year, just staying happy. saw her smile, i know shes happy.

i bought two shoes, i'm so dead, haha. this year is a crazy year, i spent so much on myself for this bdae, i guess i just felt like making my life a little more comfy since i saved a little over this few mths. k la, i guess i have to wait for new year to go and get some clothes again, hee.

todae went to break, hmmm, it wasnt beri good, i must say. but at least i spent some time with my frens, especially kent and jem and ben. its long time since i saw them, glad they are doing fine. when can i be zai? haha. i think theres this trigger inside us, once pulled, we become all we are worth. i'm still waiting for the trigger to be pulled, den maybe i can be zai, oh shit, or maybe its been pulled already, haha. watever. jem always sae, don have power move, den change to style, but i think i cant take on style la, neither can i do power, shit sia~ i need windmills.

hands all tired out, so is my mind, been thinking a lot on my way home. oh well, think i'll just slp early den. goodnight blog.
gilbert at 5:25 AM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}